Two steps forward...one step back...

On Wednesday evening, Josh and I noticed that Malachi was once again holding a musical toy to his ear. We looked at each other in shock and concern because this is one of the things he used to do when he was having a hard time hearing. I almost immediately emailed his preschool teacher, speech therapist, and OT to ask if they've noticed anything. Luckily the answer was no. His speech therapist was doing a hearing screening on another child Thursday so she did Malachi also just to ease our concerns. His left ear passed, but the right did not. I was crushed!

We got him in to see our family doctor on Friday and we learned...

• no infection
• thick syrup like fluid in his right ear
• hearing test resulted in hearing loss of low tones
• left ear appears fine
• most likely needs another tube in the right ear

It was suggested that we make an appointment with Dr. Mucha, our ear, nose, and throat doctor (ENT). That appointment is scheduled for 10:30 on Tuesday. I'm extremely nervous about this appointment for the following reasons...

• another surgery (which he'll be put under for)
• a second set of tubes most likely means the adnoids come out too
• longer, more invasive surgery if adnoids come out
• possible over night stay
• longer recovery time
• time missed from preschool
• additional time lost for adjustment when he returns back to school
• lack of preschool could result in additional weeks/months behind developmentally

Everyone keeps telling me that "he'll do great", "he'll be fine", "don't worry, it will all work out" however, it doesn't help. The best that can be said and done at this point is prayers. Prayers for healing, understanding, guidance, and strength for Malachi, as well as Josh and I. We want to do whats best for Malachi, but that may mean difficulties in other areas. We will learn more on Tuesday and I'll post an update then.